Single Old Man... Again

So here I am again... Fear not, this is not going to be some whiny self indulgent post about how wronged I have been, or how sad I am. Well, OK yes I am a bit sad, and I guess really this can't be anything but self indulgent. As for the wronged bit, nope I aint been wronged at all.

Hey all this has happened before. It was a little less than ten years ago, I woke up an old single guy after loosing my wife of eight years. Things weren't so bad after we sold the kids into slavery, but it did hurt for quite sometime. The nice thing about this current situation is that the intensity of the hurt is nowhere the suprise it was the first time.

Waking up an old single guy is not without it's exciting moments. Hey, the opportunity to haggle with new chicks is a pretty cool thought, dampenned somewhat this time considering we did have an open relationship, and that I was able to have haggled with new chicks if I so wanted. Honestly, this time around, I think I'll just enjoy being an old single man alone. Most likely as I am a quite a bit older single man than I was the first time, and well, I've found out over the last few years that the battlefield on which this thing called dating and fucking has become a far more difficult place... for an older single man. [Besides, I have major renovations to take care of if I want to put a good package out there on the market]...

So, here I am starting off as an old single man for the second time, and as a single man for the 5th time. I'll ask [warn perhaps] my friends up front, please bare with a few maudline moments. I swear this time I will try to keep the over-indulgent antics to a minimum, I really just couldn't survive the level of substance abuse I put myself through the last time. Hey, for all my couply pals, I'll try not to fifth wheel you too much... But please, let's stay in touch.

OK, let the renovations begin.

Thanks in advance for your patience.